Julie's Selected Poetry


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Orpheus' Last Song

Eurydice, we've grown apart.
Our words mean nothing
more than lies,
or sighs, or dreams,
or empty sounds;
my dear, I've had a change of heart.


Besides, I haven't time for love;
for slipping into olive groves, where
lying in the still-wet grass
that shelter lovers best,
our eyes broke barricades of black
and time broke all the rest.


I loved you then,
but that is past.
And now I shall no longer sing,
nor rhyme, nor speak,
nor talk of love,
nor dance a faery ring
with you, my sweet.


You live in night,
and I in a day so full
of light, it
cannot bear the sight
of what will be,
or ever was, or is
a mystery.








 

Dublin


Dirty city,
city of grime,
surrounded by decay
and dinginess--
she is at her best in morning,
when the waking
gulls sweep through
the sky,
just washed
by last night's rain--
then down to touch
the water with
an outstretched wing.
You can almost see
past Trinity
if you try,
or farther still,
down Grafton to the Green
in your mind's eye.
At evening, on O'Connell Bridge,
the slanting light
refines the air
and lends the grey stone walls
a kind of virgin clarity,
and all the things
that seemed before
too drab
are now transformed
to things of colour
and of light.
Like a bride
is Dublin then,
resplendent in her watery
double image,
which joins where river never ends
nor sky begins,
but both are full of
spire and leaf,
green domes and
bridges. . . .


Untellable city,
of ashen grey
and Phoenix green:
I have walked among your streets
both north and south,
and found in
both the painted door
and broken window frame
the same refrain
of love
and stubborn life
among the shattered panes.





 

To Philip Levine


Echoing
from night into night
you speak--
an older voice,
a different muse, perhaps--
but still a fellow
of the midnight craft,
fashioning from
the dust of dreams
and the bones of old knowledge
this poetry of silence.
You are right.
Not one of us is single,
not one of us immune to the
shock of other worlds or other words.
One word is enough
to set another one in motion
and, like concentric circles in a pond,
to propagate itself eternally beyond the reach
of the originating sphere.
It is enough--this word--
enough to teach;
enough, though spoken by a singe voice,
to stir the air in midnight's room
and jar another voice to speech.





 

 

Eurydice in Hades


I should have known that it would end this way:
him out on the mountainside,
me back in Hell, this time for good.
How could have it been otherwise?
Always the empiricist, he
never could take anything on faith:
"What you see is what you get."
I thought artists were intuitive,
but that's where I came in, he said:
I was his inspiration.
He worried if I left him he'd dry up,
though before we met
he never had such fears.
Truth is, he was the jealous type;
wouldn't let me out
of sight for a minute, nosiree--
and now look where it's got us.
But I miss him now, for all his faults,
especially the way he used to sing to me;
Pluto and Persephone are kind enough,
but no one here is musical.

I used to watch him at the music school,
practicing Chopin until dawn,
immersing me in melody so deep
I nearly drowned among arpeggios
and suspended chords.
I could deny him nothing after that.

My friends all said no good could come of it,
but how could I explain--
how tell them
that I'd follow him to hell and back
just to hear him jangle out a tune?

It's lonely here and quiet as the grave.
I wish to God that he were with me now,
or I back there with him.
If I'd been in his shoes
I never would have looked:
I'd have listened for the echo
of his footsteps, for the
wind upon the courses of his lyre;
I would have saved us both.

A musician, you'd have thought,
would do as much:
would use his ears
and not his eyes to see.
But before he was musician
Orpheus was man,
and no man trusts
the things he cannot see.
Possessiveness is bad for art, he knew--
and worse for marriage,
as he's since learned to his cost.
If there's nothing left for me,
there's even less for him
now both his muse
and his Eurydice are lost.




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